About Me

A bit about me, I've done it all. W/ my life experiences I should be 40 and well into retirement but I'm 29, bartending and living w/ my mom. Having experienced the things I have makes life a bit easier. I now know what not to do, how to better deal w/ the situations that do and exactly what it is I want. As for the boyfriend situation, I want one but haven't found him yet.
What do I do?

I was in the Air Force for 5 years. I have the best memories and miss active duty a lot. I tried the civilian contracting for a year or so but it didn't work out. I've been bartending and serveing since 2006. I enjoy it most days but feel I should be doing something else. I don't want to end up 20 years from now feeling like I haven't lived up to my potential. My goal growing up was getting out of my small home town by joining the Marines (went Air Force instead), I never thought past that and now that I'm here I'm making it up as I go. I'd like to do something in the mental heath field for Veterans but the more I go to school the more of a retard I realize I am. I hate school. I'm not good at it and positively HATE it! I think I'd be better off updating my Microsoft Certifications and going that route -- it's just hard for me to find a work enviroment I enjoy. I hate setting behind a desk all day.

What do I want?

Loaded question. I just want to be happy. I don't need money or material things to be happy; I found that out the hard way. I don't NEED a companion to be happy or complete but it would be nice to have someone who thinks I'm great. I don't (DO NOT) want children so that weeds out most men.

What I enjoy doing?

I love visiting my sisters and thier families. I am truely blessed by the hand of God for my family. I visit my sisters as much as possible which isn't often enough. I love thier kids and enjoy spending time w/ them watching them grow into little people. I do enjoy smoking & drinking but I DO NOT drink if I'm driving. (FYI: Drinking and diving is a CHOICE and your a selfish idiot if you do.) I do enjoy my Red Bull ... I know it's not good for me but I'd rather down a 12 pack of Red Bull than a gallon of Margaritas ... I love it! It's my crack. I LOVE fishing and i don't mean bass fishing! I mean REAL fishing on a REAL boat in the OCEAN or a nice speckle trout or red. A perfect night would be having friends and family over drinking and playing cards ... that's what I enjoy and miss the most.

So I think I've covered it all. I hope you enjoy my blog.