Wasiting Time

All of yesterday I thought about the guy I dated last year. I know when there’s potential and I know he and I don’t have it. I have been down this road once before and it ended in divorce.I was talking to a friend last night about the guy I dated last year & the guy I really liked from Boston. The conclusion is I’m looking for a boyfriend. I never considered that’s what I wanted but the things I’m expecting fits the role of a "boyfriend".So I guess I have my answer. Why haven’t I heard from the past two guys I liked? Because I’m looking for a boyfriend and didn’t realize it. It sucks because I did like them; the one from Boston especially. The one from PA could’ve been an awesome friend but I guess I ran him off not realizing I want a boyfriend.